life support

tonight again I stabbed the pen into my brain,
im dying and bleeding unusual sensation like an overwhelmed melting pot of strange ecstasy,
whirling photons exit from this blessed wound,
as oily thought lashes wildly and lost,
I sink beneath these  inky tides to escape the colorless asylum they worship,
the silent scriptures sing an ode that shivers things beyond death,
where absurd and bizarre chant along and a museum of your soul is the church with no prejudice,
the gates to this realm are seldom locked,
but misplaced my memory is after i am jarred,
and as i awake from the land deep within my heart,
throbbing begins to stop as i pull the pen out,
fade did the nocturnal love i bared with resurrection back to this hell
return the sword back into the stone so did the king forever mourned,
my sky fell to mend this  bottomless hole only be swallowed forever more